Reblogged from gotsickofmyoldurl
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I don’t ever want to be a person older than 25
literally queueing this for my 26th birthday
alright old friends i’m signing off again now.
again, my new(ish) blog is @superfluousdee, though don’t expect to find me exactly the same on the other side.
and remember, you can always find me in the drift.
Hey, I really like your blog and I'd love to follow your new one if that's okay. :)
oh yeah sure it’s @superfluousdee knock yourself out
the content is inconsistent and i’m not as much into all the things i used to love so much, but honestly nostalgia will be the death of me, so go ahead and check it out. sorry it took me a month to get back to you. i’m so bad at this. i keep logging in for 15 mins and then leaving.
luckily i’ve just decided to post my url on this blog so anyone can see. i’ll also be publishing this ask publicly as a reminder. hope that’s okay :)
have a good day. see you on my other blog.
blah blah hello old friends i’m home again for the moment. can’t just seem to leave this blog alone, can i? i think it’s the guilt. it’s probably the guilt.
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it’s definitely the guilt. and the nostalgia. to all the people i never talk to anymore: i miss you and i hope you’re doing okay. i also have decided to post the url to my new (i say new, i’ve had it since january, it’s almost a year old, yikes, wow, it’s been longer than i thought) blog: @superfluousdee
if you really miss me come follow me. though i can’t promise i’ll be great at keeping in touch. school. life. mental health. bleh.
see you on the flip side.
logging off now.
don’t be afraid to send me a message asking for my new blog. i’ll see it once i log back on, which will happen.
all my love to long ago
anyway hey it’s me i’m back for the moment just to check in and stuff. probably logging off in a few minutes. i like to check in every few months, make sure that my blog is still the way i left it (quiet, abandoned, with several personal posts and no queue set up, only the cracked after hours post getting reblogs….you know. the usual)
for those who didn’t see before: hit me up if we were close and you want my new (well, i don’t know if it counts as new anymore….) blog’s url and i’ll get back to you when i can.
love you all.
logged back in to check around and check my activity and stuff and gdi why does the best post i ever posted have to be on the blog i abandoned. like…..the original post that i like that has the most notes is the cracked after hours post on this blog. what the hell man.
Alright friends and… other followers?? I’m signing off now. I’ll try and come on again sometime and chat with y’all. Again, message me if you miss me terribly and want some sort of inkling as to where on this garbage site I’ve gone off to. Bye!!
Well against my better judgment I came back on the blog. It’s been exactly three months. Had a good streak going. Anyway, I’m just on to see if anyone sent me any asks, and also because the Cracked tumblr reblogged one of my posts and it got a lot of notes and I got excited about that. So. There’s that. So that’s what’s up with me. I’m doing fine, and I hope that all the people I used to talk with a lot are feeling well as well.
Wow. It’s been six months since I posted on this blog. I feel like I owe y'all an honest explanation, seeing as I just picked up my metaphorical bags and left on January 28th. I’m sure some of you expect one. The few of you I befriended, talked to, came up with cool ideas with. Laughed and had a good time.
The truth is I don’t really have one. This blog was hard for me. It kept me up late at night, and it was during a very hard time in my life I was on here. I was a really sad person when I was on here. I don’t know why, I just was. I think the blog may have been part of it. I loved all my friends, but in the end it was just too hard. My dash was angry and toxic, and I felt like everyone I befriended on here was just slipping away, outside my control, so without saying anything I just left, and I’m sorry. I should have said something.
And I’m sorry, but I won’t be returning to this blog. If we were friends, and we talked, and you miss me, I can tell you where I went. I’ll stay logged in, for a little while. If you miss me, talk to me. I probably miss you too. But I won’t be coming back. I stayed off tumblr for a little while, and then made a blog that feels healthier to me, more personal, more happy. It’s safer and happier for me there.
I’m sorry to the people I befriended and then left in the dust. I love you all and I hope maybe you can forgive me. I was rash and I didn’t realize how self-hating and angry and depressed I was until it was strangling me, and I just had to stop. I’m sorry, and I miss you, and I hope you see this.
Goodbye.